Especially when dad, he f**ked our throat

The story:

My mishearing is hardly better as both are "bad" lyrics - though mine seems even more explicit if you imagine what the act is (don't). I'll mention that I was listening to a so-called "clean" version as that altered the swearword and, in doing so, perhaps caused confusion about what followed. However, I've written the lyric with the swearword - the "clean" version perhaps sounds something like "huffed" but is so close to the sound of the word that's it's the same thing (and worse) to me - doesn't remove any meaning or make it clean.